Hope you’re doing well. I’ve been taking a small break from the Internet (mostly just checking my emails, etc and then leaving again).
I’m SO glad it’s almost the weekend, and then, the school holidays! Winter is always so long!! As much as I actually enjoy the rain (as there’s less people around), I tend to get over the Greyness rather quickly!
Anyway, today’s the Parent-Teacher Conferences (BOO!) and the Food Delivery (YAY!). I decided to order a day earlier to balance things out.
I’ve been reading a lot this week. I put my hands on an *amazing* book about OBE’s – can’t remember the exact title now, but if you check out my Goodreads’ page or my FB, you’ll see it.
Anyway, if you remember reading about my dream where someone was helping me change my Vision.. well, I actually read *exactly* what that was about. Meaninful coincidence?? Anyway, apparently there are helpers that are actually there to help us acheive access to our Mentalsoma from our Psychosoma (which I had no idea about honestly). So, yeah.. it described/explained perfectly what I went through. It was almost Surreal.
Since then, this week.. I’ve had 2 other very odd ‘dreams’/Astral Projections (with the minimum lucidity). Basically, one of them was about my uncle that’s passed away many years ago. I’ve always found it odd that he never visited me.. but eventually, I had to let it go and just move on. Anyway, I dreamt of him maybe once or twice is 3-4 years’ish?
This week though.. I actually *saw* him. I found myself ‘dreaming’ that I was sitting at a table with him eating cake (lol) when suddenly, he asked me if I was sad. At that moment, for some reason, it clicked that he had passed away and I was in an OBE. I told him that of course I was sad that he had passed away/transitioned, because he was like a father to me, etc. Then, before I could finish he shook his head.
I stopped talking.. and suddenly I had all these pictures in my mind. It was very clear to me that he was sending me telepathically images of what he meant: If I was sad that he hadn’t taught me more about Astrology and all sorts of Mystical themes that he apparently knew about. I had no idea how much he knew about these things until I saw it in my mind. Anyway, the experience lasted a little longer and then, I told him I had to go and woke up.
This.. is also one of the very obvious signs to me in the difference between dreams and OBE’s. I *usually* get to say ‘goodbye’ before I wake up during an OBE.. except once, where I got Spooked and the high level of emotion woke me up.
The second moment this week that I spontaniously woke up in my dream.. with perfect awareness had to do with mom. This one though, I’ll keep to myself. It wasn’t the most amazing encounter or the cheeriest.
It seems to me that when you transition, you do so with whatever baggage you were carrying at the time of your passing. It’s not because you’re on the other side that you suddenly resolve everything.
I used to think that people suddenly gained incredible insight and peace, etc, but that’s not a give-in. It looks to me, after all my experiences, that it’s really a case-by-case situation. Some people do transition and remember who they are (the sum of all their incarnations), but others do not. Some just carry from one incarnation to the next some blocages or .. just a minimum of remembrance of who they were.
Anyway, I could go on for longer about it, but it might make the post too long. That said, it seems that when you transition there are moments of higher lucidity than others. I’ve met people on the other side that seemed stuck in repetitive patterns. At least, during my conversation with mom, she seemed to be working through her issues with ‘someone’. That’s a comfort at least.